I guess... yes, things get complicated from time to time. But why? Whats the need for it... whats the purpose? I know we must learn, but learning is also over-rated. Some people just do not learn, period. They keep making mistake after mistake... never letting go of the past... always preaching what they cant or chose not to practice with their own life.
Living in fear is a punishment, fear of love, fear of getting hurt, fear of change, fear of losing control... fear is designed to keep you from happiness. Im sick of living in fear! I refuse to be scared of what will happen... suffering is a part of life, no matter how much you try to control your surroundings, it will be there in some way of another... you might as well just go through that suffering with someone you care about.
Suffering hurts a bit less when you share your life with people... but then again... what if the people around you are not the "right" people? I think God makes no mistakes, and the situations in your life are meant to happen for a reason... analyze your current situation. No matter what you are going through, try and pin-point that which makes you smile, it can be your children, family, pets, significant other... just something of someone that you can truly say, it makes you happy. When you find this source of happiness, you should hold on to it.
Dont ever let go of something that feels right. Dont ever regret letting go of that which made you smile, because, yes, you might find another source of smiles and laughter but, will it satisfy you completely? Life is too short to second guess, and it can be such a waste of energy, to focus entirely on letting people out of your life, when you can use all that energy into letting that one happiness in, and just live life full of satisfaction.
Maybe I am still too young and naive... thats what some would say... that Im not being real. But whats real anyway?! Nothing is real... not love, not friendship, not faith, not hope. Whats real for me its this... maybe after all the teachings, after all the training Ive gotten recently, apparently, loneliness is more real than the touch of someones skin against your body... because a body can be present, but if the mind and the heart are not there... its all empty, lonely.
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